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I try to imagine a scrutiny free from transaction and authority, where time and generosity are not scarce. If real generosity divests from the expectation of returns, then what are the full implications of imaging someone in this way, through touch? My sitters gave me permission to stare at them in private. What happens to this momentary consensual gaze over time, prolonged into months of looking? Prolonged into an abundance of labor, abundance of attention, abundance of precious materials?
I want to contribute to a vocabulary for expressions of care that precede the desire for understanding. I question the primacy of empathy as a goal in portraiture or as a prerequisite for acts of protection, stewardship, and solidarity. From painting, I ask for a place to grow my own capacity for care across distance. The language of paint is a vocabulary of intimacy: touch, attention, accumulation, compromise, repair. I have faith in painting as a tool for naming the places where language and other structures fail.
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![a green and orange ground, a person sleeping draped across two chairs](/sites/default/files/styles/full/public/2020-06/rachel%20cropped.jpg?itok=yqjIS9qv)
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![close up of a yellow chair with floral pattern](/sites/default/files/styles/full/public/2020-06/Fletcher%20%28yellow%20chairrr%20cropped_0.jpg?itok=wj-oodQX)
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![a person seated in a large living room, drenched in light](/sites/default/files/styles/full/public/2020-06/peter%20untitled%20cropped.jpg?itok=OkRx0clq)
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![a large charcoal drawing a of a person in a dress DJing in a living room](/sites/default/files/styles/full/public/2020-06/josie%20drawing.jpg?itok=mH-Lg6b-)
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![painting of a large green philodendron with a yellow background](/sites/default/files/styles/full/public/2020-06/nocturnefinal.jpg?itok=q8vsETFG)
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![portrait of a person in a kitchen, a disco ball refracts light on the room](/sites/default/files/styles/full/public/2020-06/room%20before%20moving%20away%20cropped.jpeg?itok=j39wmfYe)
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![a monochromatic painting of a philodendron plant](/sites/default/files/styles/full/public/2020-06/isolation%20painting%20copy.jpg?itok=CG228jvW)
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![portrait of a person in a chair](/sites/default/files/styles/full/public/2020-06/grace.jpg?itok=7E1p_4g_)
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![painting of three flowers in a jar and a folding chair](/sites/default/files/styles/full/public/2020-06/make%20yourself%20comfortable.jpg?itok=_chLr_go)
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![small print of a backyard with a tree, a window, and porch stairs](/sites/default/files/styles/full/public/2020-06/backyard%20monoprint.jpg?itok=uEFD6iJA)
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![a dying leaf of a plant on a floor](/sites/default/files/styles/full/public/2020-06/fletcher%20frond%20good%20color.jpg?itok=N4bSmX_h)
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![yellow-green monochromatic painting of paintings on a shelf](/sites/default/files/styles/full/public/2020-06/Panel%20for%20an%20absent%20painter%20copy.jpg?itok=Zvt_Q-O7)
Lukey Walden (b. 1994, Downers Grove, IL) lives and works in Providence, RI. Walden has had solo exhibitions with An Sylvia Exhibitions and AMFM Gallery, both in Chicago. Their paintings have been featured and reviewed in New American Paintings, OUT Magazine, Sixty Inches from Center, and ADF webmagazine. They hold an MFA from Rhode Island School of Design and a BA from Colorado College. Walden is the current recipient of an Elizabeth Greenshields Foundation Grant.